All. Day. Long.
Yesterday was a challenge. It was spinal tap day, up early and to the hospital for what will hopefully be the LAST major medical test.
I found myself sublimely calm about this one, even Rich admitted that yesterday was the least stressful and emotionally taxing of the whole diagnosis ordeal. And by the way, he talked to a guy at work who's daughter in law was diagnosed with MS in 3 hours at Piedmont Hospital.....ummm, I've been doing this for almost 5 months. But at least I've learned some patience during that time.
All the doctors were female again which I tend to find comforting. So, I spent 2 hrs hooked up to a EKG and IV fluids to monitor me beforehand.
The procedure was in an xray room that I'm pretty sure I had my HSG procedure in almost exactly 6 yrs ago. I'll let you all look up HSG if you are curious what that is. Once again being in the same room, oddly comforting.
I had to lay on my stomach with my right leg out to make a '4', supposedly this opens the spinal gaps. Dr. Wendy, the physicians assistant walked me through the whole thing. REALLY cold betadine rubbed on my back three times. Bee sting like prick and burn with the numbing meds. I jumped both times she stabbed me.
Now time for the needle. Pressure, pressure and a small pop. ''We are in, you did great''. Take an xray of the needle placement.
Ok, we are going to tilt the table to help the spinal fluid flow out. Mechanical sounds and the table tilts to about 30 degrees. Dr. Wendy takes the first 2 cc sample...drip, drip into a little vial.
I lay there thinking that I have so many people watching over me during this. If this is MS, I have two aunts looking down on me, protecting me and blessing my journey. I know I have grandparents that are doing the same. I am blessed.
Procedure all done. ....16 cc's of spinal fluid. Rich tells me this is just short of a tablespoon. My math genius had to do the conversion. (Smile)
Lay on my back for another two hours to make sure I don't have excess bleeding. If I'm vertical too much in the next 24 hrs I could get a spinal headache, of which no meds will touch the pain of. Sounds awesome. I'm staying still, laying like broccoli, but Richard Gere is no where around....not the same. (If you don't get the reference, you aren't a chick)
Head home to become mommy immobilized for the rest of the day. Rich has to go to work for a telecon with the people in California.
Hmmmm. So here I am. Mommy on the floor. Ready to test how well behaved my children really are, how strongly are they under my thumb?
Lay on the toy room floor and play puzzles upside down, blocks, and cards. Send Nora to get diapers, juice, and snacks. Watch the kids pop all the balloons from Nora's party with a tooth pick. Fantastic entertainment for 10 minutes.
I've been told that I can only get up for 5 minutes every hour. Those 5 minutes better count! Bathroom, drink, snack....assume the plank position again. This would be easier if I actually FELT sick.
Should I count the splotches on my ceiling? Nah, can't be as fun as counting ceiling tiles in the MRI room.
Lay on our bed and watch movie with Nora while Trent naps. Doze in and out since nervousness woke me up at 4am. At this point, I'm pretty sure the achiness is from being horizontal all day and not moving. Ironic, since I normally hurt from moving around too much.
Oh look, wow that fan is dusty. I need to do something. Damn, the internet is down. This has got to be a sanity check. It sounded sort of fun at first, a day off. Now it's just torture.
Lay on the bean bag in the toy room and watch cartoons, do lacing cards and play airplanes with Trent. Talk to friends and family on my cellphone. Intermittently worry about the disaster my house is becoming in one day! Then forget about that when Trent snuggles in, ahhh content.
Daddy's home with dinner! He feeds the kids. Daddy has to do dishes. Mommy to the bedroom to lay on much comfy bed. Internet is back! Netflix to the rescue of my boredom. Daddy, plays with kids, baths them, and has to put them to bed. This is actually painful for me to watch and listen too, I want to help!!!
Go to sleep, tomorrow you get to walk around again.
And here I am this morning, up and sore, ordered to ''take it easy''. Today, I'm thankful to be mommy again. Blessed that I can help my kids and hold them.
