I can not really find the words to write this post. So, it will not be overly eloquent or well written.
Some things I do not talk about much....this is one of them. Because it was my pain but not really all at the same time.
It has been my uncle and cousins pain for the past 32 mths.
Watching slowly as my Aunt fought against a survival percentage of 10%. Watching her body slowly heal, only for the cancer to pop up somewhere else. Watching her body reject the chemo. Watching her find calm acceptance to stop treatment and embrace the time she had left.
The time she had left was a very short 3 wks after the chemo stopped dripping.
She died today at the age of 52.
She was at home, at peace in her bed with family and pastor surrounding her as she met her mommy and daddy in heaven. I'm sure they held her and cried all the tears and hurt they could not heal from their heavenly seats.
I ask her to say hello. Hello to the little soul that is soon to join us. To guide his way safely into our arms in the coming days.
In the same breathe I will say hello to my son, there will be a note of a sad goodbye.
These two souls exchanged in joy and sadness.
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